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This is not the man I hoped to be.

This is not the man I hoped to be.
 
This is the man I am, and now I embrace it, for better or worse. Kevin, Steve, and I have been labeled a lot of things- troublemakers, misunderstood, bad for business, evil. What we are is honest.
 
I lied to myself. I lied to myself for the 2 years I was banished from Ring Of Honor, and I lied to myself for almost a year after my return. I said I could be a better person, I didn't have to live how I was living, I could redeem myself, there was something better out there to fulfill me.